This night is one of joyful noises
I’m not even to your door yet
and I can hear you. All day Love
in the mine, the cold of underground
wrapping my joints like bandages, the wetness
of groundwater, of unclean men and coal and yet
my body sang the day long as if on top of you. Slow
the rhythm of my shovel swinging, finding stone and lifting it,
over and over, ceaseless through the long darkness of days in caves,
but dear, each time my shovel cut that coal
it was not the song of steel and stone,
no love, it was the sounds you make
and digging today was nearly, me
hovering above your slender back, my fingers
curl around your shoulders, my grip
tightens around the long wooden handle,
the black ceiling crumbles as I take the wall.
I hear your laughter, my rough fingers
brush again
the softness of your neck. Coal fires
are being lit across the frozen north.
I’m digging faster now, men shout but yours is the only voice.
Black sweat covers my body and leaves
shining handprints
in the hollows of your waist, the white sheets and the stone walls of this dark place.
I’ll leave piles of rocks to the mark the way out.
I’m rolling you over angel, I need your face now,
your skin like pear flesh, touch my face now.
Press your palms against my eyes. Whistles
scream and the shifts change.
I move deeper into the mine, drunk
on coal dust and dreams of your face, shining
like a diamond, only
inches deeper. I drive
this chisel down, reaching for the light, love,
we are alone in the center of the earth. Every stone we touch
explodes, the sound of your breath rings off the chamber walls, our bodies
encircle each other, our ribs intertwine, our hands and hips and thighs,
our faces collide, gravity
and heat make us one, pulse.
I’m on the other side of the door now,
my heart,
open it.